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Hi Christophe, first of all I would like to let you know that the massage has brought about all kinds of things... 😅

That evening and the next day I felt at times as if I had just had a spiral placed, but not as bad. It is difficult to describe and perhaps also difficult for you to understand because you do not know that feeling. But maybe this was because you went to places where people normally don't go or something? I told you the sides felt like pushing on a bruise. That's the physical aspect.

In terms of feeling, I ended up in different things. I told you I had some anxiety the week before. Very occasionally these have reared their heads. But sometimes alternated with opposite feelings. I was in a bit of a yo-yo at times.

And now the most positive feeling that has arisen with periods is a feeling of being in love, but not with a person. Just the feeling itself. I know that from a while ago, but I think I lost it a bit.

Do you know the book 'Think and grow rich'? One chapter is about 'the wonderful transformation of sexual energy' and I immediately thought back to that. In the book, this also stands for the energy of manifesting, etc...

In any case, I feel better in my body and less in my head. But this can be much better. So I definitely want to come back. I'm curious about more. I would also like to learn to let go in the moment itself and surrender completely...