Tantra massage (yoni) review - therapist Christophe - Elien - woman - - session 8

I was able to experience another soothing moment for myself.
First, a chat about how I'm doing and all that. This already releases a lot of stress and creates a truly safe environment. Christophe draws information from this to work with during the massage.
Then, a pleasantly warm room, music... Time to land in the moment. Especially as soon as I lay down under the towel, a blanket of safety descended on me. His hands felt, very slowly, applying appropriate pressure in the right places. He quickly sensed where I was stuck and really helped me to completely leave my head and dive into the massage experience. I felt myself sinking deeper and deeper, opening up more and more vulnerable, letting whatever comes come... This made it very intense for me this time, but also so beautiful that I was able to get to know myself a little better, a little more deeply. This time, I really felt when I was truly surrendering and truly sensed my needs at that moment. And yes, Christophe also felt those needs, and without words, I could receive what I needed. I had to go through something a few times (I don't know exactly what), but with Christophe's calm and supportive support, despite a certain fear, it felt safe enough to let go. The pressure on my chest = gone, shortness of breath = gone, pain in my stuck pelvis = gone... I truly had space to breathe again. Even the physical burdens are, for a while, more manageable.
And yes, emotionally it was and is intense, but also so beautiful. Seeing myself grow, feeling more empowered... I really needed this at this moment. I truly got a boost to continue my path. The fog and rising negativity have temporarily receded. The voices that can sometimes be very self-critical are currently silent, and the little voice of gentleness and self-love is finally given free rein. Wonderful! I'm enjoying this and hope I can allow myself this for as long as I feel it's necessary or makes me feel good. It would be a shame, for certain reasons, if I had to abruptly end this process. And yes, that fear is there, but I try not to let it take over.

Christophe, thank you again for who you are and what you do. Time flew by, unfortunately, but I truly enjoyed the moment. I'm so glad I took that step a while ago. It was and still is a bit of a challenge sometimes, practically speaking, but we've both grown so much in that respect. It's also wonderful to see that this works both ways. Thank you for persevering despite the complexity. It no longer feels complex or different to me, but very normal. We're so well-attuned to each other. Very beautiful and moving. Heartwarming. Thank you.