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My body has skin pain.
The word 'skin pain' is the title of a book, it is a beautiful word and the meaning of the word describes for me what I sometimes feel. It is difficult to explain.
Caressing is softer, I find skin pain more physical ... my body reacts differently now, sensations that I have never known. Words that I have never used such as: lust, excitement, horny ... words that I did not understand because I did not know those feelings.
Now I understand and know them, I always thought they were a bit exaggerated and they had nothing beautiful for me but now they do. In the right context they simply describe what a body (even mine🤭) can feel and needs and that is very nice. All discovered through tantra massage, how nice is that🥳!
🙏 thank you so much...

What I have also experienced is: what does not count is the destination but the journey. I don't know my destination (yet), I do know that the journey has taught me a lot and is beautiful.
The journey is not always easy, I first saw myself fall into pieces and then with small pieces like a puzzle 🧩, I saw myself grow back into someone else as I am now, completely different.

Accept the things you can't change... also something that seems easy but isn't I found, but I'm already doing quite well. I try to accept this.
It is realistic and makes life easier even with some unhappiness...

The Japanese word IKIGAI...
I think you have found it, I haven't yet but that will come.

What I also want to say is that I like that you talk instead of chatting (and listening) and you also have something meaningful to say. I find that very valuable.

🙏Christophe and have a nice weekend 🌞🍀👋