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What I am experiencing now since the last massage...

My energy is different, I used to be able to evoke the feelings by thinking about them, now it happens without my control. I wake up almost every night or early morning and feel: Aroused, it just happens to me, loss of control (also sometimes during the day). That's a bit scary for me, I didn't know that (Fun but difficult when I actually want to sleep and then I can't fall asleep again 🤭).

It's even hard to write it down now.
I then feel electric shocks, a fireball ☄️ through my belly and my yoni, etc...

I'm always nervous when I come to your place, it sometimes feels like I'm taking a test, exam or something.
While with you it is a safe place for me where I can and may be 100% myself.
So...🙏 again, I can let go of everything with you, it's getting better and better and it no longer takes any effort for me, very special.
I'm writing this down here now because I might not get it said...
(Phew, I managed to do it).