Anonymous

Christophe, I just wanted to thank you for this afternoon before going to sleep.
It was a very intense experience in which I was able to surrender completely.
Maybe that's what I think is the most special. I haven't felt any embarrassment or discomfort towards you, which I find very strange because I don't know you and still have problems with the way my body looks. Also when experiencing intense pleasure I was able to just let this happen without thinking how this would look like for you. I find this odd, knowing myself. I really like your energy as a person. I felt very safe. Maybe I've met you in a past life and that's why it immediately felt so familiar 😄 My intuition was right. Wondering how I'm going to feel the next few days. Now it's like the session was a dream or something. I haven't fully landed yet but I don't mind. I still enjoy. Every now and then I still have an uncontrollable shiver in my arms and legs. I feel inner peace, all my worries in the background. Blessed.
I am so happy that I ended up with you, very grateful!

Addition:
In the meantime, a lot is still happening in me and with my body. Wow 😄
I am moved by how you work with full attention, full focus. That is something that unfortunately is often lacking in therapists / care providers. I feel those things very well with my many antennas 😄 This is not just your job that you simply perform. You do this with heart and soul and I really felt that. Very touched and grateful.

Addition 2:
In the meantime it has been 2 weeks since I was with you for my first tantra massage.
I just wanted to let you know how it went further.
I felt a lot of changes for six days, both physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. After that I became more of my old self (too bad :-)).
The first days were the most powerful and that gradually decreased.
I was extremely tired after the massage and for the next 2 days.
The massage has brought me into a different consciousness. It has opened my heart and I have connected with my soul. I don't want to sound too floaty but that really happened.
That evening and the following days I felt very close to myself, to my essence, to who I really am without all the conditioning and protection mechanisms. The ego was very still, maybe even gone for a while if that's possible.
The night after the massage and also the days that followed I had very intense strange dreams. Now I am a dreamer but it was even more alive than usual.
When I went for a walk the day after the massage, it felt very different than usual. I felt a connection with nature, was moved by the song of a bird. The cold wind felt so pleasant (while I don't find cold wind pleasant otherwise).
My senses were sharp as well as my intuition.
For a moment life felt very beautiful, loving and carefree. A feeling that I hardly know.
I was pulled out of the heaviness for a while and had no depressed, gloomy feelings. A relief.
Sometimes I think it's just not in me, being able to feel really happy, but it's possible.
I felt extremely peaceful and also felt self love and softness. Being able to feel that self-love for a moment moved me because I don't get that easily myself. I felt good about myself, felt more self-worth and even had some peace with the difficult situation I'm in.
It was also very quiet in my head those first days. Peace. No worrying and negative thoughts.
I also had more connection with my body. Especially with my yoni. I was aware that it was there or something, it had life in it. There were pleasant tingling sensations without touch. She also felt different. In my buttocks I felt pleasant tingling, I call it energy waves.
I felt a lot more feminine, more sensual, good in my body.
I was more in my power, felt a lot stronger. I was very excited to do creative things.
What I also noticed are my breasts that felt different. At first I thought it was just my skin, which had become softer from the oil, but when I felt good again it was really my breasts themselves that felt completely different. They were supple and 'tender', less tense, less hard or something. Really weird to feel. I kept touching them :-). In the meantime they have returned to their normal structure.
I noticed another physical sensation about 3 days after the massage. I suddenly felt an enormous relaxation in my entire pelvic floor. Especially noticeable when standing or walking.
Today I can still feel it, albeit a little less strongly.
The first days after the massage I regularly got flashes of images or feelings from my very young childhood when I could still feel the connection with the universe. Really very special.

I think this was kind of it. Quite the story :-)
I still feel a great gratitude towards you that I was able to experience this through you.
It touched me very deeply.

I look forward to our next appointment!