I lie on my stomach. Through the soft towel I feel each body part being touched with light pressure, as if my arms, hands, legs, feet and torso are each welcomed separately. In the same way they say goodbye after two and a half hours, with the ultimate 4 hands on my heart : overwhelming and quite emotional!
In the meantime, I surrender to what comes next. It seems as if Christophe regards my body as a temple around which there is an air of reverence and respect. The shame about my far from perfect, not so young body melts away with every drop of warm oil on my body.
It feels so liberating to receive without having to give anything. There are no mutual expectations, nor hidden intentions. I close my eyes to get closer to myself and suddenly there is no sense of time and space anymore. There are only warm, skillful hands, fragrant oil, Christophe's supportive breathing and lightly relaxing music in the background.
After that, I lay on my back. I feel a tendency not to undergo the massage in a static way, but I shift my arm, my head and sway without resisting. My body reacts out of nowhere with light shocks. I'm letting this happen because it doesn't feel strange at all. The intensity gets higher. My breathing deepens. Christophe's breathing guides me and feels like a safe anchor. I end up in an all-consuming ecstasy. I've never experienced anything like this before. I respond with gluttony to every touch. My body feels like a sponge that absorbs and holds energetic feminine strength, vitality and fire. Christophe spontaneously senses what my body needs and how far it can go. I feel so much gratitude towards him, but also towards my (meanwhile sweet) body that can experience, allow and develop these sensations.
After a while I experience a blissful calm, a warm glow and tingling. What a treat! What a gift to and from myself! This goes so much deeper than the instant, fleeting gratification in our material world.
In retrospect I am amazed that, without any experience in body work or spiritual work, I am able to do something like this in a second session. This internal journey offers me pride, peace and a confident, open view to other people. I feel complete, 100% woman!
Christophe, thank you for the trust, respect, discretion and safety!
Highly recommended for anyone who wants to (re)discover the hidden power within themselves!