When I started massage years ago, I especially enjoyed the meditative character it brought me. Turn off your head and lose yourself in the atmosphere, the movement and the touch. What I didn't expect was that it would stir up emotions, both in myself and in the recipient. That became my new fascination: how can I play with energies to bring people to different worlds? How can I get someone to completely surrender so that what is supposed to flow starts to flow? How can I achieve more connection? A purely human and also spiritual connection, from heart to heart, body to body, soul to soul.
I'm still amazed how all this could have happened. I really have the feeling that new doors are opening, that I can discover new things and that this is all so good, so enriching, so about essential things in this life. My occasional hopelessness is turning into a curiosity and greater confidence.
Just to make it clear to you how much pleasure it has done me. I had just that little bit extra, that surplus to be able to pass on. I still cried with happiness on the bike. (I often cry when things affect me, both positive and negative). I still feel you now. And do you know what makes it so special? That that is okay, that that is allowed, that that is possible. That's what I mean about this breaking through convention. I can feel you, you can feel me and that's easy to say, but like you said, there are usually different expectations associated with it. And being given the space to fully allow that feeling and for me, that receiving, that comes in a zone where I want to be, where I feel real connection.
You feel very rich to me (see! Gold ;)), so I mean, layered, subtle, sensitive, refined. You can travel through a whole landscape of feelings. And the way you touch me makes me feel it. [...]
We are now Sunday, a few days later. I've still thought about it so much. I am lifted up every time I think about it: my energy increases inside. And it's work for my head: questions, concerns, uncertainties... what is this actually? In any case, I see it as an experiment. One that I really enjoy doing ;) [...]
That's what Sanne is and it came like lightning from the first massage: I immediately felt welcome. Your touch is so wanted. Wanted by you, you really want to touch, you want to penetrate, you want to make yourself feel and feel yourself. That attitude, that intention carries compassion.
So Sanne, thank you for all this.
