My first Tantra experience.
For me I did it to de-stress ... to release all the pressure from my shoulders...
Not knowing what I could really expect, I went inside.
You could not call me relaxed, because I heard my heart pounding in my throat when I lay naked on my stomach.
You wonder what you are doing, is this something for me? What do I want to achieve with this? Can I really get relaxed from this? Thousands of questions go through your mind...
Because admit it; you expose yourself to someone you don't know at all. For that you really have to turn your knob. You don't need to have any shame, because we are all the same, but you know that you are there alone. You naked, not the other... How will your body react? But when I felt the warm hands resting on my body over the towel, when everything started, they created a strange sensation. Rest or something... with at the same time a healthy tension/expectation.
... The warm oil that you feel dripping onto your body... in combination with those flat caresses, those hands that knead you from your neck to the ball of your foot make you a little lazy, and the more caresses, the more relaxed I became.
Then the whisper if you want to turn around...
I know for sure that the front of my body can react much sharper than the back. The persistent caressing, tapping, and touching or almost touching of certain pressure points caused a very strange sensation at a certain moment.
I got an orgasmic feeling without being touched intimately. Exactly as if you get an orgasm, but again not really. You don't know why that is or how you can deal with it exactly, so you just let it come over you until you have recovered.
The caresses that followed moved closer and closer to my lips and yoni. Even when I was on my stomach, I was wet, but your yoni is opening more and more. You just want to experience even more sensation and I just wanted to be touched in and around my opening. Front, back, deeper, to my cervix, the pressure, the caresses around your clitoris... it felt really wonderful. The 2.5 hours have flown by too quickly and unfortunately I have not really experienced that orgasmic feeling anymore. After that first sensation I was perhaps a little too aware of my surroundings, I suspect... but there was already much more peace present than before.
What afterwards continued to sizzle all day long was the sense of discharge. All day long I felt my inner throbbing, exactly as if my yoni was full of thousands of nerves that wanted to be touched and did not want to rest before this was heard.
So my husband became my 'victim' and believe it or not, I got a huge orgasm by doing something that I don't normally do. When I was sitting on top of my husband, unlike what I always do (squeezing my pelvic floor muscles), I left my inside completely "open". Because of the build-up pressure that kept on giving me that tingling all day long, I was completely swollen. A very grateful long orgasm followed soon after. The nice thing is that now, 2 days later, I still have that feeling. The tantra and yoni massage is definitely worth repeating!