After having gained experience with relaxation massage, sports massage, humane shiatsu and shiatsu for horses, in a way I was still hungry for more.
In my search for videos about spirituality I at one point came out on a video of the Somananda Tantra School in which Somananda gave someone a tantra treatment / massage that I was watching with open mouth.
Shortly thereafter I bumped into a second video of him and for me, as a scientifically trained person, this was the definitive trigger to start the course to become a tantra massage therapist. In this video, in May 2015 a test was set up in a lab environment in Denmark to measure the healing tantric energy during a treatment by Somananda. The results exceeded every expectation and the Danish scientists were unable to provide an unambiguous explanation for the phenomenon they recorded on their monitors.
During the intensive training in Estonia to become a Tantra Massage Therapist I was able to experience the possible effects of a treatment in both a giving and a receiving role. The very positive feedback after giving and the profound experience during receiving a treatment have led me to continue walking this path and gain more experience and knowledge through further treatments and training / workshops.